Relationship and health problems help?

EVERYBODY makes mistakes, some bigger than others. NOBODY is perfect. This guy obviously fuc**d you over, and you're paying the consequences, while he probably got off scott-free. You have to be strong, because i'm sure your family love you no matter what, and will do anything for you, no matter what you've done. It's not all your fault, you cant blame yourself forever. Time cant be turned back, but every cloud has a silver lining. You mightnt be able to see the silver yet, but someday you will i assure you :) I have done stupid things in the past, and most of the time i wish i could have gone back and changed things, but i realised if i changed things, i wouldnt know the amazing people i know today. Maybe when your better, you can help other vunerable women in your situation. You could find someone who was in your situation before, and maybe talk to them about how your feeling. It might make you feel less alone if you know someones been through a similar experience to you. I really hope you improve.